I swear that I had to have done something really bad to it for my body to punish me like this. I had never heard of such a thing as this until I was informed I had one and sent on my way with nothing but that information. A little over a year ago after about 4 months of dealing with the pain I finally got in to see a dr. I thought it was it hemroids which I got a few years before when I delivered my first child. I went to see a gastro. Dr and was told itll heal on its own. High fiber diet and Some crap she told me to buy at the store to help numb it. I came home thinking I had in my hand something that would give me relief but ended up hurting even more when I put it in. Finally a few days later I called again and asked if there was anything else she can give me. She prescribed me nitrobid and thank god for it cause finally I was able to get some relief from that excrusiating pain. After a few weeks I didnt really need to use the medication anymore but it never fully went away just didnt ever get to the point of pain I was in prior...until now. I honestly dont even know what happened this time that brought it on again but it is rediculous! Im a stay at home mom of two and I feel like I cant do anything. I was in less pain and able to do much more after having my kids then now and my first wasnt the easiest delivery. Ok now that I wrote a novel here complaining lol. I dont know what to do next. Should I find a crs now and just go straight to them now? Being home limits my down time since its all on me and not like anyone is here to give me a hand. I really dont want to waste any time. If I need suregery I want to just do it. Thing is Im reading that they dont close up the fissure, which I kind of think I may have 2 now. Wouldnt thongs heal up a lot faster if they closed the fissure along with cutting the muscle? I just dont want to be in pain from the procedure and still waiting weeks for it to heal.
Sorry again for the really long message, felt good to complain and let it all out. lol