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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby Rachael 1984 » 12 May 2013, 14:06

Glad the Fissure is better JHH. Hope you can sort the stomach issues. I hope you can heal, but do have the Botox if needed, it is really helping me. Knock on lots of wood....
Hem Banding sept 2012
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April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 12 May 2013, 14:14

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- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 13 May 2013, 03:40

Day 84 on nitro
No pain, just slight discomfort today.
I called and postponed my botox. New appointment is in 3 weeks. Now I just hope I will heal up before that!
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby Rachael 1984 » 13 May 2013, 07:06

YESSS!!! Great news JHH, hope you heal... Image
Hem Banding sept 2012
2Fissures
Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 16 May 2013, 13:34

Day 87 on nitro
Still just slight discomfort. No real pain, just annoying at times. Pretty sure I took the right decision by postponing botox.
Had my gastroscopy today. Didnt knew, I was supposed to have someone with me to drive me home, so I had to do it without anaestetic. (not recommended)
Anyway, it didnt show any peptic ulcer, so the search for the cause of my stomack trouble continues...
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 20 May 2013, 00:51

Day 91 on nitro
Last two days has been a little worse. Nothing major but the area has been sore. Not really the burning pain, more sore and irritated. Pain , maybe 1/10.
Was eating out yesterday, and had the plug effect today. I was very carefull, and it took me 15 minutes to get it out, hopefully without too much damage. I will know in a few hours...
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 21 May 2013, 06:58

Day 92 on nitro
As expected I had a crappy day yesterday. Pain 3-4/10 until the afternoon.
Today has unfortunately mostly been a copy of yesterday. Maybe even a bit worse.
Should have done the botox...
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby Rachael 1984 » 21 May 2013, 10:27

Sorry JHH you are having set backs. Can you call the CRS and see if you can get the Botox sooner?!
Hem Banding sept 2012
2Fissures
Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 24 May 2013, 10:43

Day 95 on nitro
Last couple of days have been a little better, but still not nowhere painfree.
I have some burning a few hours after BM, and some time later it turns in irritation.
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 26 May 2013, 04:05

It's now 4 months since I got my fissure.
Last double of days has been semi bad, but today I retore big time. Since I was on penicillin for the suspected stomack ulcer my BMs has been formed. Some days larger than others, but never as they used to.
I'm in burning spasms again. Back to square one. Soo annoyed and depressed. 14 days ago, I thought I was about to get out of thIs hellhole. My life has been destroyed by this. I'm a miserable father for my kids, grumpy, can't bike or play football with them, and we can't even plan a vacation. God I hate my life right now!
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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