Luka wrote:So glad to hear you're feeling better. :) I'm trying to heal myself on my own, too, with Diltiazem. It's been a roller coaster ride, though. But I can't afford botox shots or surgery much like you, so I have to make do on my own.
Best wishes and hope you beat this!
Luka, for a very very very long time, this roller coaster ride is going to be painful and difficult and I'm not fooling myself into believing otherwise. Its just for "NOW", this last week has been okay. I'm not ready eat a fat burger dripped with fries....I'm sticking to the high fiber, the Nitro, the water..oh the water and I'm keeping my fingers crossed. You and I have nothing else to hope onto, but this site, our wit and prayers. Next week, I could be back at square one and I'm willing to accept it....but we have got to find solace in days when pain and razor sharp spasm....leave us, if only for a day....and that's what I'm doing and honest to GOD...I could never ever ever ever have gotten to this brief, but sweet point...WITHOUT THE SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGEMENT OF PEOPLE LIKE YOU AND OTHERS ON THIS SITE. I CAN NOT SAY ENOUGH, ITS A GOOD SEND. Good luck, my little friend