Hi everyone,
I have been popping on and off, been crazy busy with work and planning for our Disney vacation which we are leaving for in about 1 hour. Everything has been really great, after I saw the Dr. in NYC he reassured me and told me to stop freaking out about the bleeding internal hemmies I have (I was bleeding a lot...dripping blood in toilet etc.) Anyway, have been taking a higher dose of magnesium and keeping things really soft has helped tremendously. But of course I have been so looking forward to this trip and so grateful that the bleeding stopped and I have been feeling great and what happens???? This morning I had a bit of the runs and there was blood again. Not too much, but back to my old self, I am now so upset and scared to be so far away from my Dr. I also have an 18 hour drive ahead of me with my husband and 2 kids, and then all of the walking around in Disney.
I am hoping and praying that tomorrow I will be okay, but generally once I start this bleeding, I have to have an infrared treatment to stop it, or I bleed with every BM. What do I do???? Any support and suggestions would be GREATLY appreciated. I was so upset about being 18 hours away when this happened earlier that I was thinking of postponing the trip until I saw my kids faces. Do you think I will be ok?? Thanks guys, I always know I can count on you to share your stories and lend an ear!