It's been 10 months since I had LIS and fissurectomy and can honestly say out of that time I've only had the odd few weeks here and there where I'd thought "YES" I'm healed, sadly I hate to admit it but I feel that I'm in the minority of patients where the procedure either hasn't worked or that I require a second procedure, I was even told by a doc that I could have nerve damage, how distressing!!!! I consider that to be a major concern and sometimes think that's why I'm still suffering..
Just lately I've been having quite bad burning sensations after BM, very similar to what it was like pre-LIS, God knows I've tried everything, it's been such a hard hill to climb but these ass issues sure know how to kick you in the nuts, more so when you think everything is getting better, then out of the blue... Pain!!! You'd think we'd become accustomed to it over such a prolonged period but I never will no matter how hard I stay positive this damn thing won't heal completely, I'm preparing myself (mentally) for more surgery, after all it can't be as bad as the past 10 months can it? I don't care even if it is b/c I've reached that point where I'll do whatever it takes to get things right..
During my good days I had a rare glimpse of what life is like without pain, I wanted it to last forever, saying that though, my ass still didn't feel like it used to many years ago and I doubt it ever will, it seems that surgery has altered the very shape of my outlet pipe as well as the way it functions or is it that b/c of the years of suffering my brain has forgotten how to make my ass work properly? I doubt that even a consultant could answer that!! haha ..
My LIS experience has not been a good one, it's pretty shitty being a minority, I can only hope for a miracle in the near future (providing there's no nerve damage)
I'm seeing my GP tomorrow and will be pushing him for a referral, I remember typing something similar to that over a year ago!!! I'm going backwards LOL.