Just recently had a relapse , I was not well for a cpl of days and had diarrea ...i didnt take any of my usual lactulouse during these couple of days , the result was a very hard stool which in turn tore me again , i knew just by how my stool felt while passing it that i was in trouble , toilet paper when put to my bum was all red ...i was like , here we go again.
So for a few days after i was in pain ...not the brutal sort but sore enough , it has since died down again once i started using the lactulouse again and the cream from the hospital which goes on the outside of the spincter , the name of it escapes me just now.
Anyway , ive now been told by the doctor to gradualy wean myself off the lactulouse , but i know whats in store once i do so ..pain pain pain pain.
The tear inside my anal canal must be bad and it only takes the hard type stool to tear it again .....im buggered if i know what to do now tbh.