Just venting here...
I went the longest stretch I've gone with no pain- probably almost 3 weeks. My husband and I even came down with norovirus during that time. I was violently throwing up and having diarrhea, yet I still had no fissure pain!
Last Sunday I had a setback. I was feeling a bit cocky and decided to surpass Miralax Saturday night and just take 1 Colace. Big mistake. I had a very hard stool that seemed to feel stuck. Lots of blood and pain to follow, all that healing flushed down the toilet. Monday was a very difficult day. Lots of tears from both pain but mainly my disappointment and frustration. I've been very diligent this week with taking my Miralax (which I realize now I will probably be on the rest of my life), eating fiber, etc. Things were slooooowly improving. Then today-- terrible diarrhea and nausea. Fortunately I'm not vomiting but I don't know if it was something I are or noro AGAiN. Ugh.
I've been on the schedule twice for LIS but canceled for the obvious reason of being afraid of the outcome, complications, interfering with pregnancy and whatever else you can think of--I probably already have. I am thankful there is a procedure and it is sort of my fall-back. My doctor told me the decision is completely personal, as it is treating a "symptom". I'm not saying I won't have surgery or I will... I am not crying in pain, I can still function, I'm not obsessed with pooping although I won't say I look forward to it. I'm just not at that place yet.
Has anyone else come to that place and KNOWN it was the next step? I mean, without shadow of doubt? Is there such a place?
Has anyone healed after 6 months with just creams? I realize whoever has, has most likely moved on from this forum.
Anybody out there?
I hope you all are having a healing day!