Hi, guys,
So it's been almost 9 months since my little friend decided to make an appearance. Just to re-cap: this is a fissure I developed after birthing my son last September. Still unsure if it happened because of constipation or from the horrific labor I went through. Anyway, I tried diltiazem but it gave me a rash. Then started Rectiv but I stopped because of the headaches. Here's my issue:
The first 5 months were terrible. Pain everyday. But things have gotten significantly better, except the fissure is still there.
In the beginning my physician told me it was so deep she could see the muscle. I was pretty much signed up for surgery except a bout of the norovirus had me reschedule. Then, for whatever reason, the spasms got less and less. My most recent check-up I was told that my fissure looked like nothing worse than a small paper cut. SO, I saw another doctor to get a 2nd opinion, as I really don't care what the thing looks like, I just want it to GO AWAY! This doctor, again, reassured me that things look good, "Keep using Rectiv and fiber and you should be healed in 6 weeks". But I feel like my healing has sort of plateaued, as the past 3 months I've had 3 weeks of minor spasms, and 3 weeks spasm-free, off and on. She even told me if I asked her to do the surgery that she wouldn't do it because it looked so superficial.
Anyway, I'm going to get another opinion next month to get some more advice. How long can it go on like this? Has anyone else been in a similar boat? Do i just continue to live like this til it hopefully heals? Should I pursue surgery for something that looks so minor? AND will a doctor even agree to do the surgery since they are already so hesitant to perform it on a young woman? I'm just tired of going through these ups and downs as I'm sure everyone on this board is...