by jlm1 » 16 Aug 2014, 13:42
Hi Apes,
Since I had the botox I think 3 weeks ago now, I figured that I should be experiencing the full effects. Monday, I saw my CRS who was optimistic, said it was healing but didn't look that far up. Which was fine with me. Tuesday and Wednesday were bad days....I almost changed my mind and thought I should have had the damn surgery. Then Thursday was ok, Friday was ok and today I did normal things like take my kid to the park, walk a little. I did notice thought that in the morning when I have to go, I have to go! I think it was the other day I was trying to get my coffee ready so I could have help with a nice bm and I sort of farted and some poop came out so I had to run to the bathroom immediately. I guess that could be a good sign. This morning my bm was not hard but I had some more pain after. I had another bm this afternoon and used a valium suppository and have been ok.But I have been laying down.
This is just the slowest and worst thing I have ever dealt with. I just want this friggin thing healed.....I'm so paranoid about what I eat and worried about accidently doing something I will pay for dearly. Hoping to be able to go back to work in 2 weeks. My doctor said this botox should last a year but everything I have read says a few months. She also was skeptical about the kenelog procedure. Doesn't agree with he cauterizing I guess. But she encouraged me to get a second opinion, said it couldn't hurt. Actually, she said that of this new kenelog procedure works that maybe she would change her practice, lol
For the time being, I am going to see how I do with botox. I see her again on the 25th but I'm hesitant about her taking a look. I guess I'll wait and see how I feel then. There is just so much one can do without going crazy with this!! I don't mind the change in diet so much, nice that old clothes are fitting :)
I haven't even healed yet and am already worried about re tearing since that seems like an easy thing to do.
How have you been feeling? Hope good and pain free!
fissure May 2014
nitro, diltiazem
botox July
fistula surgery, piece of skin tag removed Oct
fissure declared healed Dec
currently have burning/pain-told it is nerve pain
physical therapy, sitz baths, valium suppositories
hoping I am healing