First off the folks on this forum are terrific! Sharing quite openly on a subject only spoken to your GP in a whisper lest anyone hear.
Aug 2022 - rectal bleeding. Insert my body weight of Prep H and Anusol in my back passage. Constipation and hard stools.
Sept 2022 - no luck and speak with GP. Colonoscopy done but, nothing of note aside from 2 polyps.
Late Sept 2022 - constipation is terrible. Laxatives not helping. Should have drank more water. BM that likely was the source of my anal fissure. Horrible pain for days. Continues into Oct.
Mid Oct - follow up with colonoscopy Dr. He says it’s an anal fissure. Use Diltizem cream and will heal it in no time. BTW yours is the largest fissure I have ever seen.
Oct-Nov use the cream religiously. This is despite it burning my skin to the point of shoe leather.
Nov back to the previous Dr. Used cream for 2 months and no improvement.
At this point should mention the pain is gradually dropping. But, each BM is still terrifying and very bloody. Fortunately still working from home so doing the siitzbaths and showering after a BM. Very tough to sit for prolonged times.
Get a referral to a surgeon to look at Botox or the cut. Surgeon looks at me and says give the cream more time. Make sure u press in to your first knuckle and pull up as u pull out.
Mid Jan in for second appointment with the surgeon. He asks how it is going. Still the same. Early Feb appt for my photo shoot. Camera up my butt. Nurse says to try to relax. Said relaxing usually is having a drink without a camera in my butt.
Dr says it is a big anal fissure. Schedule to get the Botox. Will be a couple of weeks at least. In the meantime what are u doing to keep your BMs going? Told him. Restoralax. Some laxatives and water. Some fibre such as raisins etc.
He suggests to double down. Suggests some additional efforts. Now I am having 3 bowls of Raisin Bran with Wheat Germ. Drinking a pint glass of water every hour or more. Pineapple, salad, prunes and more.
Now after all that my question.
Now I am having 2-3 BMs a day. There is no to very little blood. The BM itself is easier but, not every time. The BM feels pressure but, not the stabbing pain as before. Plus, the spasms are far less. In some cases very soft BM and no spasms. The spasms I do have might require a med but, less and less.
If my spasms are almost gone is there any value in getting the Botox done? Hoping I am on a slow road to recovery.
If you read this far much appreciated.