Hey guys, I haven't been on here in a few weeks. I went to a new CRS on the 19th, he told me I still have both a posterior AND anterior fissures. He offered to do Botox or LIS so I opted for LIS, I thought what was the point in "trying out" Botox after dealing with this for almost 16 months? Well for the last 3 weeks or so, I've had almost no pain during BMs and only slight pain for a few hours afterward. So now I'm doubting my decision and not wanting to go through with it. After having no pain for so long, I don't want to willingly put myself in pain again.
The CRS really has me worried about not controlling my gas, he said that since I had a baby and tore my muscles could be weaker down there. He said it was only about a 6% chance but I'm still scared. If that happens is it permanent or just a temporary thing?
You guys I've never been so scared or unsure of myself in my life. I just want to call and say I'm not coming but I'm afraid my fissures are just playing games with me. Am I doing the right thing?