I feel like I am being pushed from every side possible right now. I am sore and exhausted this evening, and I don't know if it's the recovery, all the meds I'm on, or just everything in general. I have broke down crying at least five different times today (I am normally the most cheerful, happy and optimistic person...) I've think I have reached my breaking point with health stuff right now.
First, last night was a terrible night of recovery. I was in tears in the bathroom, and in so much pain, that I didn't sleep last night.
Now today, I am still feeling sore. Then, there's work stuff and drama. Sorry, this next part might be "For Women Only..." Then, I have had a ladies' only problem with my lady bits on top of the fissure. I don't think the lady bits like all of the warm baths, creams, surgery recovery in the general vicinity, etc. I have taken so much time off of work already, but knew I still had to get this checked out. Sure enough. My whole entire bottom is just blown to pieces right now. And, I have a lovely headache that has been bothering me all day.
Also, has anyone who has had Botox surgery had pain in the tailbone region after it? I actually wouldn't call it pain - more like a general dull, achy feeling, like it's sick of holding up my torso.
When will it end? I am thinking this full body soreness is from general exhaustion from today's events and my lack of sleep. At least I am hoping. I can't take anything else! Hopefully, I'll wake up tomorrow feeling 110% better. Thank goodness for the weekends. I made it through my first "full" work week after surgery, so I guess that's something to be proud of.