Wow! That is a lot of botox! Do you feel unsupported and weak down there? Incontinent? Had your tone come back? I have gotten botox about every 6 months (average 100 units) for about 6 years. I feel very weak down there. It sucks really bad. Yes I have a lot of tightness at the very bottom. I feel like things come down far too easily/quickly (surprise me) but then can't get it out the opening. Also have a lot of trouble even passing gas. I really think this is an effect of my pelvic floor from botox oever the years though as it seems to get worse when I get more. I always hope they'll get the right muscle but it hasn't been happening for a long time now
Everything I have done for this fissure seems to make it worse.
I too had a hemorrhoidectomy but about 11 years ago now. I was checked out before and don't think it is scar tissue or an anatomical stricture. I have a terrible muscle imbalance. People remind me that botox is temporary and to just wait for it to wear off but the thing is that after you get it for so long it degrades your muscles and they may never come back fully again!
Where are you located that you have encountered so many awful surgeons?
I get the same about the attitude etc. My attitude would be great if I didn't have this to deal with! I really wish I could look at things from a rainbow perspective as some can because it probably wouldn't hurt me as much, at least mentally. But I am not wired that way. I am a realist and base my thoughts and feelings on logic and reason. It kind of sucks. I would indeed like to leave reality...