Tomorrow will be one week since the botox shots. I wish I could say I was better, but that wouldn't be true. I have had the constant sway beween getting my stools too loose and frequent and achieving softness. Now all of a sudden, it seems no matter what I do, things are not soft enough and I have had more bleeding than before. I think the skin tag is part of the problem.
But I have to stay focused and positive- we have company coming today! I did call my primary care doc on Saturday and he happened to be the one in the office. I talked to his nurse and asked if I could come in and have my thyroid checked. I am on the lowest dose I have ever been on since about the time the fissure came back. I don't think that's why it came back, but if I am not taking enough thyroid, that is only complicating things. I am very sensitive to changes though and hate the overmedicated hyperthyroid feeling of no sleep, bowel movements 5 times a day and pounding heart. So we'll see.... It is a good thing to check I think. I tried to get them to check it in the summer sometime and his nurse called back and said- oh it was fine last time and he wants to wait till next April. I am pretty good at knowing when it is not right, although not so good at knowing if it is too high or low.
With Thanksgiving and all, I may not find out for a few days. I'm still waiting for relief, but still hopeful and praying it will come.
Happy Thanksgiving to some wonderful supportive people out there all over the world!
Bambi