Hi my name is Josh and I am a 42 year old male. I've have been struggling with what I believe is one Anal fissure at the 12 O'clock position since November 2015. So about 4 months. I've been on a high fiber mostly vegetables and fruit diet pretty consistently. I also use the Squatty Potty stool and have found this to be helpful. I've also lost 43 pounds. (258 to 215lbs) I'm 5' 10 and besides being over weight relatively active and fit. I've tried a number of prescription creams and supplements, Miralax, Metamucil, Over the counter stool softeners with marginal success. Basically I feel like I'm healing for 2-3 weeks and then I re-tear and this has happened 3 times since November. Right now I'm in a healing / superficially healed part of the cycle. I don't have any pain with a BM just the spasms afterwards. Right now the spasms are mild and only really last about 1 to 1 1/2 hours but I know I have an incompletely healed fissure. Besides the spasms an occasional twinge of sharp pain reminds of that. I never see any blood on the wet wipe or in the toilet. I did see blood the 1st couple of times when I think I originally tore the skin months ago. I also have a Sentinel /skin tag. I didn't know I hade a tag until the CRS examined me about 6 weeks ago. Now when I check for it... it's clear to me I do. The tag is internal and not visible same as the AF. MY CRS is very confident, reputable and was surprised when I asked him about the possibility of incontinence. He gave me the impression that when a CRS knows what they are doing it just doesn't happen. I pray he's right. He's accredited, board certified and has done about 300 of these procedures. I tried not to give him a strange look when he suggested that I could be back at work the following Monday. I've been working from home primarily since this whole ordeal began. I'm self-employed and have a functional home office but I've spent a lot of time away from my primary business location mostly because I know I'm just not my usual happy encouraging self and it's easier to hide this on a conference call. :)
I'm committed to the surgery because I don't see another way to change this cycle or to achieve complete healing.
I've been reminded I need to stay soft and be really careful about the 1st BM. I've read a number of posts sharing accounts of the post surgery experience. It seems there is quite a range of experiences. I guess I'm just looking for
any additional thoughts regarding best practices post-op ? I think I'm going to ask for Valium Thank you all in advance for any comments you might share.