Hello everyone
I’m sure i found this forum like most of you. I was at the business end of my rope. Mentally, physically, spiritually exhausted from the chronic pain. Made especially worse during the pandemic and with other external stressors. So tired of having to lay down and do nothing for hours after a BM due to residual aching pain that nothing seems to help. Some days I feel completely defeated and hopelessly depressed due to this. And this is where I find myself. This latest episode I have been fighting since August.