KennyG wrote:So much stress and anxiety, this is absolutely obliterating my life.
I was reading through your post again and noticed this. One thing I did not see in your list of attempted fixes is counseling. I am not suggesting that your condition is purely emotional, but the stress from the constant pain can throw it into a self-perpetuating cycle. For me, stress is *the* biggest trigger for this pain and recognizing that was a huge step forward. My body tends to go into fight-or-flight mode which makes me constantly clench. That in turn causes a tear which stresses me out further.
For a few months prior to my LIS I saw a pain psychologist. It wasn't like a regular therapist where you talk in-depth about your issues (though we did touch on that). Lots of it was biofeedback, hooking wires up to my skin to understand how my body responds to certain conditions, and then teaching me breathing exercises that helped me lower my heart rate which in turn helps your entire body unwind. That coupled with meditation (and all the medications and dietary adjustments) have been helpful.
I have also noticed, with me and others, that once you schedule the LIS the pain seems to decrease in intensity. It almost makes you second-guess needing the operation. I took this as my body finally relaxing, thinking that help is on the way - possibly proof that much of this condition is fueled by emotions.
Food for thought. Since you've suffered for so long it might be an avenue worth exploring.
Good luck.