by Ouchie81 » 03 Dec 2013, 05:43
You sound the same as me, I have had several anal fissures over the years but they heal in 2-3 days and are not to bad. Forgotten as fast as they came. This time there was a bucket load of blood, I mean, blood everywhere for 3 days and now no blood for 3 days. However there is pain when opening my bowels, maybe a 3/10 most times, the occasional 8/10 for a split second. I am terrified that it will not go away or that I will just keep tearing it and that it will get worse and worse over time. I too am young, I'm only 32. I worry if this is what it is like now at 32, then what will happen at 42, 52 etc. I also have that wet feeling, for me though it is a little wet, but not as wet as it feels. Apparently this is normal from the fissure, it still sucks though.
I don't have any wisdom for but know you're not alone, I felt less alone just reading you post. I too broke down and cried to my partner, it is such a private and embarrassing area.