by jlm1 » 13 Mar 2015, 12:04
Hi,
I have had hemmies my whole life. Not prolapsed. I have a 2 year old and that was my biggest fear throughout my pregnancy. It was all I talked about and I drove my partner crazy! Really. In my case, I was induced, had to have my water broken and got all the way to pushing! I pushed for a while and even while I was pushing, I was asking the doctor, "is my hemmie ok?" LOL Kinda crazy, but not really if you are afraid! IN the end, my baby was the wrong way and pooped so after all that I had a section. I never pushed her out but boy, I did a lot of pushing and had a nice big hemmie at the and of it.
The reason I am sharing this with you is to tell you that it really wasn't that bad. It was big, but eventually it went down and pretty much back to normal. I am predisposed to these a&& problems too but try not to worry. I have found that the things I worry about never happen or aren't that bad and things I could never have even imagined happen instead :)
fissure May 2014
nitro, diltiazem
botox July
fistula surgery, piece of skin tag removed Oct
fissure declared healed Dec
currently have burning/pain-told it is nerve pain
physical therapy, sitz baths, valium suppositories
hoping I am healing