by NeuropathicGuy » 04 Jun 2010, 12:37
It's normal to be apprehensive about having a rectal exam, but IMO it's really the best thing you can do right now. You're right that you should get help while you can still be helped, and the only way to do that is to find out what it is you're dealing with. As Kim and Cheryl have suggested, bleeding and pain/discomfort can be caused by fissures as well as other things.
The possibilities run the gamut from very sinister ones like cancer or inflammatory bowel disease to largely harmless (but still painful and uncomfortable) ones like hemorrhoids to fissures. I don't say this to scare you, and of course it's extremely unlikely that you have some kind of terrible problem (especially cancer if the symptoms have been around for 10 years already), but I think it's important to have yourself checked instead of guessing. Both fissures and hemorrhoids get harder to treat the long you ignore them.
If you wonder why I'm so adamant about this, it's because I myself had anal discomfort (mostly intense itching) and occasional blood during pooping for maybe 4 years and just ignored it. Then in year 5, after taking antibiotics for a while, I ended up with a fissure. The feeling went from annoying itching to severe debilitating pain. To this day, I don't know if I had a mild fissure the whole time, or if I just had hemorrhoids before and then got a fissure. That's because I didn't go to the doctor or make any changes to my diet until the pain was completely killing me and ruining my life. Don't let yourself end up where I did.
BTW the first time you have a rectal exam is indeed pretty weird. Truthfully the weirdness wears off very quickly though. Most doctors will try to use a small scope (just a plastic tube that's several inches long) to look around inside, but as Kim says, some doctors don't even have to in order to see a fissure. Doctors can sometimes see or diagnose fissures by gently spreading the buttocks, or by doing a very gentle probe with the fingers. It's not that big of a deal, and it's worth it to prevent whatever it is from progressing.
Oh and the sentinel pile, that's definitely a possibility with a chronic fissure. If you can feel it outside the anus, it could be a skin tag from some other anal injury too. Could be an external hemorrhoid as well. It's hard to say, but a doctor (preferably a GI doctor or a colorectal surgeon) can tell you right away.