On 14th October things came to a head and I have been pain free magically since then. I have never been pain before as there was always a certain degree of pain.
I started taking Movicol(which I should have been on from the beginning), stopped using creams, added fibre and there is no pain, no spasm, no nothing. Five weeks with 0 level pain having experienced about a 6-8 on an ongoing basis. I am becoming like the person I used to be. But I dont trust it.

My question is how do you know you are healing. Is this just a break I am getting. Is it a cycle of pain. Will it be back with a vengeance. It is still very visible as it is an external one but not as bad red/blue as before. It apparently was a very deep one.
Can it just lie dormant until it heals? Could this be for a long period? has anyone experienced this for a long period and then healed.
Do not be afraid to burst my bubble as I need to know.
Future plans are I am trying one more botox (the third) before LIS but at the moment could live ok as I am and would prefer to do nothing if this continues.