by Savaici » 19 Mar 2012, 10:00
Looking at your post and replying in sequence:
Q. Do you feel the pain at the base (bottom) of the anus?
A. I can't say that I feel the pain at the bottom of the anus, though sometimes I think I feel a spasm there. I do get pain in my coccyx that can be 5 on the 1-10 scale.
Q. Higher up in the anus pain?
A. My pain is definitely internal, and I very seldom actually feel anything outside my anus. More up into the rectum, and sometimes the blood is probably from further up (rectum) as it is maroon coloured as apposed to bright pink. The darker the colour, the further in.
Q. Do you feel the pain on any particular side of the anus?
A. No, not any more. In the beginning I felt it on the right but now it is all just internal.
Q. The pain type?
Starts after a BM, first thing in the morning. If I cannot totally pass everything, my fissure is irritated. If anything is left behind near the supposed fissure (CRS didn't find it, only found my excruiating pain with his q-tip), I am in pain of about 6. The pain can be: spasm, feeling of tennis ball left behind which can actually just be the tiniest bit of a BM, pain in my urethra, which usually helps if I wee, pain in the general area on occasion, difficulty in walking (cannot go anywhere, basically, that I have to walk, and spend most of my time on my sofa). Can only sit in the mornings in my car, the rest of the day cannot sit. Night time I do not wake with pain (my only pain free time). This sounds pretty awful, and it pretty much is.
No more for now.
Sav