by Jojo1 » 23 Nov 2011, 05:14
I felt the same way as you, but also there was a definite amount of reduced stress at knowing relief was coming. Mine was in the afternoon, but everyone was great. I arrived and was called back to preop, they took my virals and reviewed with me why I was there. Each person on my surgery team took a moment at some point to come in and introduce themselves. I had the chance to ask any uestions. Then anout five minutes before, they wheeled me to the op room, put the ox mask over my face and the next thing I was aware of, I was waking up with a nagging discomfort in my rear. Enough to be aware of, but nothing like the fissure pain. I really didnt have time to panic, but everyone was so warm that I didn't feel pressured or rushed.
My recommendation at this point is to use your energy preparing for your recovery. I made sure I had some necilcessities like extra miralax, benefiber, MoM, bottled water, gauze pads and wet wipes. Find out if your doc will have you taking mineral oil so you can get it now. I wanted to be able to go straight home once released, but we had to stop for the oil cuz I didnt find out til after that tgey wanted me to be using it. I planned my meals and set up my bedroom so if I couldnt leave it for a while, I wouldnt have to, with things like towels, wahclothes, cloth diapers ( I find they are good for all kind of things. I used to allow the area to dry before replacing gauze.)
Before you know it, you'll be a week on the other side. You'll do just fine.