Thank you all for fast replies

!!! I am pacing in the house like lion in the cage

. One part of me is telling me that pain that I have now is "manageable" - at least I can function normally :roll: , the other part is telling me to go ahead and help it heal completely ,hopefully :( . I know that something is wrong - how is it possible to be in less pain just a week after LIS than now

???!!! I also had long period of no pain in the anus whatsoever until 3 weeks ago

. Just crazy !!!!
Patty - she will cut the darn tag out with a scissors and than just "seal" the edges (not together) - each for itself to stop bleeding. I don't know if it now sounds any better

She was against removing it at all - she hates any cutting there period. It was me that think that this tag has to go since in my opinion it is on the way on the exit and over-stretches the anus when poop comes around since it is hard and bulbous - not regular skin tag

How much Botox hurt

??? Do you have any swelling ? She will give me some topical lidocain and some subcutaneous before the Botox - how they do it for you ?
Lecia- it is the lady from SF, not my original CRS that did LIS. She is very nice, but always tries to shy away when it comes to any cutting even though she herself suggested removal 3 weeks ago, and that makes me always nervous - I can never figure out why - is she concerned or had bad experiences or she just does not believe in cutting period ??? :pale: Than why she suggested it in the first place??? She also said that if I need LIS again it is customary that "original" CRS does it again - like she does not want any responsibility for his "screw up" - I don't know how to explain all of that. I always forget to ask some questions since once somebody is "in my butt" my brain just goes in some self induced coma.
Motherlorch- thanks for the encouraging words - makes me relax a little.
I am more nervous about this "superficial" procedures than LIS - am I crazy or what

I think I am just scared to death not to make things worse because I hardly survived all that pain for 5 months - I really, REALLY wanted to die :( :( :(
Thanks again for all the input - it means a lot to me whatever you suggest.
