Hi all,
Its been a while since I posted, I had to wait 2 months from referral to get in to see the CRS again after having been released as a patient in Feb., but I saw him this morning. The good news is that I haven't had any pain when passing stools for the past three weeks, it kind of (hopefully!!!) feels like the fissure healing has turned a good corner, but the bad news is that I ran out of nitro paste and the nurse didn't return my call for a re-fill so I haven't been using it for the past two weeks. Possibly as a result of this, I have been having random and intermittent spasms that have caused some cramping in my lower back and bum area, which I have been treating with hot soaks and heating pad as Advil or Aleve don't seem to help it.
Anyway, this morning the Doc tried to do a digital exam but I was too spastic or tight for him to do it without pain. He gave me a new prescription for nitro paste with three refills and said that sometimes the body can get used to spasming and it just forgets how to stop and that hopefully going back on the paste might break the cycle. He also mentioned botox as an option but said that he definitely wouldn't recommend surgery as I do seem to be slowly healing. Because I am graduating and moving away to accept a postdoctoral fellowship, he thought I might want to wait on the botox and get a doctor in my new town to do it. Because he couldn't get his finger in, he has scheduled me for a flexible sigmoidoscopy in six weeks just to make sure it is still just the fissure and nothing else going on.
I am really freaked out about any scoping. If you remember from my earlier posts, the reason I have the fissure is because of a poorly inserted or removed scope. I woke up from my colonoscopy last may with this fissure (I had never had one before and I have been trying to heal this one ever since.) Is it possible to insert a scope without re-activating the fissure? How does the doc handle this? Is it normal for a CRS to want to do a scope to check on things? I have no symptoms of ill health, so I doubt it is anything but the fissure. Six years ago I had a sigmoidoscopy and they didn't sedate me, it was really uncomfortable then and I had no fissure, I can't imagine how it would feel now with how spasmy I have been. This sigmoidoscopy is also scheduled just a few weeks after I am having knee surgery, so I won't be in the best place physically at that point.
So thats my update. . .I'd appreciate any comments especially about the scope procedure and my fears surrounding that.
Thanks!
Susie