by NeuropathicGuy » 07 Oct 2009, 12:07
Haha ok you're going to be my inspiration now. From a fissure to vodka shots in a 2 months time, that's gotta be some kind of record. I'm trying to work from a fissure to Taco Bell in about 3 months time, definitely behind the curve here :)
It's a bit of a long story, but basically my wife gave birth about 3 weeks ago, the baby girl is fine and home with us but the baby boy is still in intensive care. He suffered a complication and ended up with brain damage, they have no idea how severe or what the long term prognosis is. He had seizures, breathing problems (he had to be resuscitated when he first came out), and can't eat on his own. They're probably going to put a tube into his stomach so we can take him home and feed him. Right now they're feeding him through a tube in his nose because his reflexes are messed up. So we're in for the long haul here, no matter what happens the doc has told us that he'll need specialized long term care. We're hoping for the best but I try to be realistic, it's not looking too good. So life kind of changed on a dime there.
Myself, I've been having abdominal cramps lately around the colon area, not sure if that's a sign of some inflammatory disease or Valium withdrawal or just long term MiraLAX use. Also been dizzy/tired with low blood pressure and still dropping weight, which is why I'm trying to eat more fatty stuff and increasing caloric intake lately. Got some bloody spit recently, too, but I've had that before from sinusitis and gum problems so I'm not too worried there. So yeah I'm kind of falling apart. I remember from classes in the past that the mortality rate takes a big upswing once people hit their 30's but I kinda didn't think it'd manifest so dramatically for me personally :)
Anyhow it is what it is, I guess, all the docs I've seen tell me there's nothing wrong with me and pin everything on anxiety and bad eating habits. I don't fully believe them but I guess time shall tell who's right. I hope they are, but well, ya never know. Sports are a nice distraction, if there wasn't some kind of game to watch on TV every day I think I'd be nuts by now!