It came out huge and hard and I had to strain immensely to get it out.
Now I am in unbelievable amount of pain, its so bad lidocaine infused GTN paste is doing nothing.
I always have constipation every day no matter what I eat and no matter how much water I drink.
The stool actually had a long cut into it and blood on that particular part, as though some sort of bump has developed in my anus. Perhaps a pile of some sort?
I don't have a gun unfortunately, otherwise I could end this misery right now
