by rasmith3530 » 19 Feb 2012, 10:34
Tanya, Jr, thanks both for your thoughtful replies and notes of encouragement.
I too have read that cells are in a state of constant replenishment. In fact, most folks don't realize it, because it happens quite subtly, but our outer layer of skin sheds off on a nearly monthly basis. I also suffer from Psoriasis, which is actually an ailment whereby the skin replacement cycle is sped up and occurs continuously on certain spots on your body. It is a hereditary ailment, and for me at least, first manifested itself in my 40s. Thankfully, it has limited its exposure to my shins, knee caps and elbows. I'm not a vain person, but I would sure hate to live with this doing to my face what it does to small areas of my shins. Sadly, due to this, I've actually been refused access to public swimming pools in the past from folks unaware that Psoriasis is not contagious.
I don't doubt that the body's cells are all replaced every seven years, but that said, once mutated, that change stays, and may not stay the same. Think of it like my Psoriasis, which I carried through my heredity all my life, but which only began to physically show up when I hit my mid-forties. Also, although every cell may be replaced, they are not replaced exactly, which explains aging.
At present, the best that Psychiatric medicine can come up with is that my head issues are being caused by depression, which I have suffered with on and off throughout my life, anxiety disorder, and particularly PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder). The last truly traumatic incident that I can recall occurred in 1995, when I was trapped in an elevator for over an hour, on one of the hottest days on record in Chicago history, and nearly broiled to death. The first highly stressful incident occurred in my teens, when I was jumped by 4 men in a robbery attempt that left me with a fractured skull, picking brown glass from my head over the following six months, and a mouth that required thirteen stitches. I also suffered bruised ribs and bruises and contusions over a number of spots on my body. They left me for dead when I passed out during the beating.
While I do accept the possibility, again, I find it improbable that suddenly, one day, one of the several past life threatening incidents that I've experienced, would have suddenly manifested itself in the symptoms which I have displayed over the past seven months. To me, the idea of the drug use seems to make more sense. It would also explain why the current high quantity of anti-depressants and anti-anxiety medications are not working at all in correcting the problem. In fact, during the now several months during which I have been on these meds, my original symptoms have gotten worse, and I have come fairly close to ending it all twice.
In other news, although the spasms remain, it would appear that my change of diet and use of the CORRECT level of Nitro, combined with some of the suggestions I have received here, have helped with the monster on my posterior and brought it to an at least bearable level of pain.