by charan » 22 Apr 2012, 06:23
Would like to share my anal fissure healing story....
Around Nov 2011, first time i experienced pain and also blood in my stool. I used to get blood from long time occasionally whenever i ate spicy food but it didn't bothered me until nov 2011 when i started experiencing pain in my ass. I am a big lover of spicy food and asked to add extra spice when ever i order food, of-course i now learned the lesson :). I visited a pile specialist hospital, a very young doctor diagnosed me and said it was a acute fissure and told me not to worry. He prescribed some pain relieving medicines, fiber supplement & a gel and asked me to keep the stool soft. Pain didn't reduce and bowl movements where big painful. I used have pain at least couple of hours after the bowl. I revisited him with in 10 days and he said i didn't apply the gel properly. Finally the pain reduced after one more week. i used to feel normal and didn't feel any pain or blood in the stool. but the story didn't end there .......
I was overconfident on the healing and back to my normal food habits. One day (jan 8th 2012) i had a deadly combination of red meat and very spicy fish curry. You know what, you might have guessed it right... yes, it's back again in worst condition. This time i didn't had big pain but two sentinel piles were visible big time and used to feel pain for 4 hrs after bowl movements. I again revisited the same hospital and a senior doctor diagnosed this time. In addition to fissure, he also unearthed multiple hemorrhoids (both internal and external) and said the fissure is now chronic. He advised Surgery would be the best option. I enquired about painless (HAL-RAR) treatment out of my desperation, but he said surgery would be the option since i had Fissure, piles. I was very scared and cursed for my situation. He prescribed 2% diltiazem ointment and said the chances are less for my condition.
I was very disappointed and don't know what to do next. My thoughts went multiple directions, one end was reluctant for the surgery and ready to bear the pain for ever and on the other end mentally prepared for the surgery. I prayed god (Saibaba, shrisaibabasansthan.org) to give me another opportunity and promised i will visit his temple 4 times in 2012. Started browsing abt the fissure and diltiazem. Some said it worked for them and also read lot abt surgery experience.
With multiple thoughts, started applying the ointment and had sitz baths twice a day. Also consumed min 4lts of water per day. Told my boss that i was suffering from an issue (didn't reveal though) and asked his permission for work from home. for the first one week, i had pain for 4 hrs after bowl movement. As a back up, planned for vacation for the surgery. After 2 weeks with God's miracle the pain reduced, but i was not very confident of the healing and used to check regularly the sentinel pile size. It reduced a bit in the first 2 weeks. I read in lot of forums that it might come back after couple of months, so i was watchful. Now a days, i am bit confident that it went away (at least i am not feeling pain nor any blood in my bowl movements even after i eat mild spicy food). Slowly i started increased my spicy food (but never like before and i don't thin i ever end up with the original spice level) and don't feel any issue now. In the end i think Dilitizem ointment worked very well in my case and sentinel piles also reduced drastically ( i don't feel them now except external piles masses). I am very thankful to baba for giving me another opportunity. Please be confident and have faith on God. Try out diltiazem at least for few weeks do not rule out completely. Wishing all of you to recover from this issue at the earliest, i know how painful, embarrassing the situation was.