The pain has been gone for 2 weeks. I've got my diet under control, producing soft smooth bm's. But every time I apply the ointment, I feel inside my rectum that the entire right half is very hard, like a knot. I strongly suspect it's scar tissue, which as many of you know is not elastic. Meaning the left half of my rectum will have to do all the stretching from now on, unless the scar tissue disappears over time.
Just lamenting over the fact that I'll probably never be able to eat normal again. I have so many strong emotions against my protologist who recommended my colonoscopy, as well as hard to stop kicking myself for not leaving my arse well enough alone since had finally been working perfectly for several years after suffering for so long with the first fissure.