by Sue27uk » 13 May 2012, 02:23
Hi Tanya, not the private doctor. I decided to wait for the NHS doc as I couldn't get in with private one until 2 weeks before. It's the NHS one who suggested the sigmoidoscopy. Unfortunately it looks like the doc who I liked has moved on as I got this other lady. I'm pretty sure it's not colitis, I have been checked for that numerous times. They would have found it in November when they examined me when they did the botox. I feel like giving up. That stupid woman has caused my fissure to re-tear, pain is getting worse every time I go for a bm and feel like she's set me back months. Feeling quite low again to be honest, just when things were getting better. Have decided to cancel the NHS sigmoidoscopy, and ringing for a private appointment tomorrow, what I should have done in the first place. Sorry for this slightly negative post, I'm just not really in a good place again and am sick of feeling like this after 15 months :(