I have taken a turn for the worst.. Both with the af and emotionally. I have torn slightly again... Not majorly, but enough to have a fair bit of blood in the bowl, and I have that all too familiar just ripped pain shooting up my bum.
I have totally lost my appetite... Am feeling tied up in knots in my stomach, and this morning I have started wretching. I think I am having an anxiety attack.
I wish I could calm. Down and practice what I preach.. But I feel an absolute emotional wreck. I feel things will never end, and I haven't got the strength to keep soldiering on!
Sorry for this.. But I need to get it out.
Omb