On the positive side, I believe my fissure has healed. No blood for a month, no pain with BMs, no ripping or tearing, insides feel firm and healed. I've also lost 15lbs on my liquid diet and I am back to my mid-20s weight of 200lbs
However. Bear with me.
About a month ago I went out with my wife and sat in a booth to eat. I must have been sitting the wrong way because the next day I woke up and the upper left part of my rectum was swollen and tender. I assumed that I irritated the internal sphincter muscle which was already trigger-happy from the fissure. This is also where I believe the fissure is/was.
In the past month the swelling goes down a bit with some nifedipine and hot baths, but has basically stayed the same, very tender and sometimes hard as a rock. My wife did an exam the day after the booth-incident, ( this is what strong marriages are based on) and nothing was out of the ordinary except that on the upper left side of my anus, not inside but close the hole, was a white, pimply-looking thing. It didn't hurt. No sign of infection, nothing.
This past weekend I still assumed it was the internal muscle and figured maybe the nifidipine was just exacerbating the problem by bringing too much blood to the muscle, engorging it and not allowing it to go down. So I vowed Sunday that I would stop using the ointment.
Monday I get up to go to work, skip the nifidipine, and put some vaseline on externally to help the swollen skin around my theoretically swollen muscle. By noon, the swelling is down 75% but I notice that now the "white spot"my wife had noticed before has become red and swollen, not huge like a cyst or boil or thrombosed roid but visible, with a dark red line in it, surrounded by a small patch of red skin, and is now oozing a slightly yellow pus and blood. My wife inspects it, cleans it, dresses it. A decent amount of pus came out that evening, followed by blood, then a mix, then pus etc etc. The pus is more like phlegm or mucous and it smells, (yes i went that far) exactly like the phlegm you have when you have a chest cold.
Since then, the oozing has continued. Tends to be rusty color so I am assuming its blood mixed with pus. The pain comes and goes. Right now it's here and letting itself be known. My BMs are fine. No blood or pus. Just this damn thing that is no longer a raised bump but flatter, the dark red line is smaller, but it hurts like hell and is still weeping.
I made a quick appt with my general surgeon for tomorrow to see if this has anything to do with my fissure. Ive been researching, and it looks like it may be the surface point of a fistula (yeah me), a perianal abscess, or an external thrombosed roid.
Does this sound familiar to anyone?