after approx 18 months of fissure struggle things are much improved and yesterday my consultant confirmed that the fissure is practically healed :)
he has been keen to do a flexible sigmoidoscopy for at least 6 months. i have been putting it off as i have felt that the fissure was definitely improving slowly and i was keen to avoid anything that would cause damage and put my recovery back. as we all know it is difficult enough to promote consistent healing without taking enemas and inserting cameras!
consultant still wants to do the sigmoidoscopy. i am still less than enthusiastic. it is such a great feeling to be practically healed and i am very scared of causing damage. my feeling is that i am in very little distress and i have no other symptoms of any more serious complaint and i have had no bleeding from the fissure for over a month now. i would like to leave well alone for a little while to give more healing time.
keen to hear anyones thoughts and experiences? my consultant assures me the exam will cause no damage, but i am somewhat sceptical. consultant is general surgeon rather than crs and i am not entirely convinced he understand the terror the idea of a camera exam can create in folk like me who have experienced the pain and misery of fissures!