I always assumed that a fissure is typically very close to the opening of the anus. Well I saw a colorectal surgeon for the first time and he told me the reason the nitroglycerin was not working is that I wasn't applying the cream far in enough, due to my fissure being quite high up.
This time around I insert my entire finger in (~ 3.5 inches?) when I apply the cream, although I still haven't really seen any improvement. The colorectal surgeon assured me the fissure was not large, and it would heal in 2 weeks (given that this pain has been with me for exactly a year, I'm not too optimistic about that). I asked him what to do if it doesn't heal, and he said "it will" and sent me out of his office.
Well I don't know what to do. Is it possible the cream is still not going in far enough? Could dilation help if the cut is this far in? I don't know where to go from here. I am still applying the cream although I don't expect any results.