I've been on this board for over a decade so I won't go into my long history.
Long and short is I had a fissure many years ago that eventually healed on its own. A recent colonoscopy in February confirmed no fissure.
Bottom line is my rectal pain is worse than it's ever been....seering burning spasm, it doesn't go away, it lessens some at night only to start next am. No blood, nothing visual can be seen.
I'm past the end of my rope. My GP prescribed morphine because my pain was so bad I was dripping in sweat one day and my sister freaked out and took me to my doctor. Even that does not completely kill the pain.
I am scheduled for an epidural nerve block as I'm told it's likely a nerve gone wild (I don't hold out much hope as I've had 2 previous pudendal blocks that didn't help). I'm scared I'm debilitated from the pain I've had dark thoughts, they are getting black. Can't even walk or sit without high levels of pain.
Currently on Morphine, Gabapentin and Cymbalta