by havefaith » 14 Jan 2014, 13:00
Just saw my crs who has informed me that im not healing, that i have 2 fissures... that if i wanted that surgery is an option and they would only need to make a 1mm cut... Im scared but hopeful and thanks to a lot of reassurance from you all.... Im gonna do it. Since my mom is a doctor, and he is oncall in the OR tomorrow.... Hesaid get admitted to the ER at 9 am.... And as asoon as opportunity arises he would do it as a favour to her.... Im crying right now thinking of alllllllll of the things i would, the people ill see... The life i will have back....no more spasms no more fear.....
I will keep you all posted in a diary and on here.. And god help me if im cured ill never leave this site... Im gonna be right here alongside you all supporting others through this hell...
Im due for an overnight stay tomorrw as they want to monitor me.... But u can bet ill be here as soon as i can be...i put this in Gods hands..... I havefaith....
My heart goes out to all of you.....please send your good vibes!!
I have faith in you always, i love you like my own son or daughter, when you hurt, i hurt. Let us all be each others guiding light, and heal without anxiety :) Much love to all.