Hello Forum. I am new here.
On Monday, my partner tried to force himself in my backdoor without lubrication. This didnt last long and I quickly stopped it. Everything seemed fine but by Wednesday morning I noticed I was having a lot of anal pain, at the surface and slightly within. I also noticed Wednesday night that I was starting to not feel great. The pain was significantly worse by Thursday, and I definitely didnt feel well by Thursday night. I figurd the anal pain was just mild soreness and would go away quickly. I was more concerned with the incoming fever. By Friday my fever was high, and my anal pain was very bad as well! Even wiping was complete agony. I became a bit concerned that there were sores getting infected so tried the best I could to get the area reasonably clean. My fever hit 102.5F on Friday night, and then broke over night and I was back to normal by Saturday morning
But my anal pain has remained!! I find it will start to feel better for a bit, and then i'll make a bowel movement and it will burn for hours afterwards! The pain used to be more general and not just on the surface. Now it just seems to be on the surface, but it SHARP. Omg. It feels like there are thumbtacks in my butt. Firey thumbtacks. What the hell. The pain seems to be getting sharper too. I'm hoping that its like a canker sore (which for me becomes more sharp and painful right before it disappears) but I'm not sure. I never saw blood which I guess is a plus but the pain is ridiculous.
This is the worst! I have a very high tolerance for pain, and this is not the worst pain i've had, but it is the most unique. And I feel like every bowel movement just reinjures it. Sitting hurts. i cant exercise. I'm scared to eat. I'm very scared to poop. I don't know how long this will last. And there is nobody I dare even mention this to. Which is what brings me here. I plan to post here for the next week or so and chart if it is changing or not. And have an outlet to talk about this nightmare. Ouch