by Scientist2516 » 22 Feb 2015, 11:08
Hi Busymum, we are glad you found us, but sorry you have to be here. "Interacting in black and white instead of colour" is a fantastic way to put it. Wow.
The good side of it is that when you do get better, normal feelings, enthusiasm and joy come back.
Are you seeing a doctor? Have you tried the ointments, have you considered surgery? 11 years is a heck of a long time. Tell us more about yourself. Maybe you can heal.
Thanks for the lovely compliment. You've made my day.
Nifedipine/lidocaine, no help
Diltiazem, effective, but caused major rash
Nitroglycerine, effective.
Topical estrogen for final healing.
Gentle heat to bottom - pain relief, muscle relaxant
Kondremul mineral oil
Time - lots of time.
Status - Healed!