Hi my name is Rei and for the past month I have been living in fissure hell. I'm currently 8 months pregnant and when the fissure hit me, it hit me hard and deep. I have been screaming and crying, praying and begging until I had become so afraid to eat and pool that Iost 15 lbs. I felt bad but through all the pain I couldn't stomach eating. I was admitted to the hospital by my CRS and while in nothing was still helping. So LIS with tag/papillae removal it was. I had a local done through spine tap because it was safest for the baby. I had the doctor clear my bowels out as good as possible while I was numbed. I thanked God for that and since surgery have tried morphine, dialysis, Percocet to help with the pain. Well day 3 of surgery I took one Percocet in the morning and no more after that. I have had a plethora of sitz baths and laying around. My biggest problem is the burning after the bowel movement and the sudden urge to go which if you aren't at a toilet their is going to be a mess to clean. I'm nervous now for bowel movements because if I'm not by a tub how do i calm the burn. I went out riding today with my husband to get some fresh air and all I can think about is what is the urge suddenly hits me. Going doesn't hurt but afterwards is terrible. I'm so anxious. Help me with finding a way to calm the burn without needing a tub or shower. I want my life back.
Reicina aka Pregnantbutthurt