Just a quick question. There are lots of mentions of spasms after Bm and so on. Can someone tell me how you would describe this feeling of pain?. Eg I get post bm soreness on one side like a raw feeling. Sometime burning. Sometimes aching. Sometimes a golf ball high in the rectum feeling. Is that actually a spasm this ball up the bum?!! Any description of what a spasm is would be really helpful as I am waiting on specialist appointment but it's not until February.