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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby bgd » 26 May 2013, 05:08

Same here, I had a perfect BM 2 weeks ago, no pain whatsoever. Now the day after BM I'm still in pain. It's been mild, but still annoying. The botox is wearing off perhaps, I'm approaching 2 months since I had the injection.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby Rachael 1984 » 27 May 2013, 06:36

Sorry JHH you have had this re-tear. Please try and hang on in there.. It is soul destroying after all of the hard work we do.... I cried and Cried last week when i re-tore, felt like my world had crashed again. I have since had improvement, and i am going to speak to the CRS on the 10th of June and tell him that i want an end to all of this misery!! I am still on Anti anxiety meds, not sure if you could try some out... everyone is different, but they have really helped me to deal with this ongoing pain in the buttt!!! Can you get the Botox any earlier!?? Maybe worth a try... Image
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 27 May 2013, 12:04

Thanks Rachael.
Dont want to go the AD way. I just want this crap to end.
I have yet to see improvement. Actually this day has been just as crappy as yesterday. Pain until 6pm and then discomfort. Just like the good old days when the fissure was new Image
I'm happy you are improving, you deserve a break!
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 30 May 2013, 13:41

Day 101 on nitro
Had cowpad poo for the third day in a row. I think my digestion is getting back to normal after all the medicine for the septic ulcer. Seems like I can control it again. Unfortunately a week to late :(
Anyway, today was better, not nowhere near painfree, but definitely improvement.
6 days to botox...
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby Rachael 1984 » 31 May 2013, 02:22

Hi JHH, glad to see you have had some improvement again... Keep going, not long now until your Botox. I am rooting for you. It will be great the day that we can post that we are healed.... What a heavenly thought. Image
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Nitro- Effective short term
April 2013-Botox-Effective short term
Diltazem-No effect, developed Rash
July 2014-Diagnosed High Resting Pressure
LIS performed on 17.9.14
Ongoing pain/re-tears. Awaiting pressure test results.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 31 May 2013, 10:58

Day 102 on nitro
Had perfect fissurefriendly BM again today, and was rewarded with a spasms free day :)
Only some soreness and irritation, but not bad at all. Very happy with my progress these last days. Pretty unbelievable I could go from bad spasms that lasted most of a day, to nearly painfreein 3 days...
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 31 May 2013, 11:02

Damn right Rachael. Some day!
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 31 May 2013, 22:24

Yikes, BM a little more firm today, and it felt like a retear :(
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby owmybum » 01 Jun 2013, 11:50

I really hope not JHH.
Roll on Botox eh!!
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Re: Want my life back :-(

Postby JHH » 01 Jun 2013, 11:54

Yup. Retore again and had burning for hours. What a rollarcoaster this is...
Botox in 4 days!
- Fissure developed in Jan '13
- Started rectogesic in Feb '13 and diltiazem Apr '13.
- Got botox Jun '13
- Healed by Okt '13, although I still had some irritation for about a year.
- Now Feb '16, all is good. Still take magnesia, and squat precautionary.
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