I went!! Looked like soft serve ice cream

I broke down and took the MoM around 1p cuz I could feel some "matter" in my belly but still no urge. And I waited till the last possible minute to go into the bathroom--I think I was in denial ;/
All that being said, can't really say it hurt. Tbh, it really did feel like silk

hehe. Little discomfort after and strange cleaning up after with all the stitches. Finding it to be awkward... The bidet didnt get me clean enough so I'm doing a sitz now and will follow up with more bidet and then some Balneol and a pad between my cheeks. And bed. Sweet sweet bed :)