by appleapple » 28 Jun 2019, 13:27
My fissure has healed to a point where I feel very little pain during BM, but I had to keep the stool a perfect Bristol type 4 and as thin as my pinky finger. Post-BM spasms are tolerable, compared to the worst days, but still interfere with normal life, and I don't feel like I can go back to work just yet. I still can't sit. I feel like the spasms are at least partly due to the fact that my anal canal/sphincter is so tight that even the soft BM I've been having irritates it.
I think I should move on to the next step: self dilation. Just ordered some gloves.