Hi rmb,
If this was happening to me, and I was experiencing this many ups and downs, when I was supposed to be healed... I would be seeing the doc yesterday. If you can get in to see the 2nd crs again, now, go. Be persistent with your concerns that what you're feeling is, at times, so unbearable that it is taking a toll on you emotionally. If this doc isn't empathetic or acknowledging of your condition, and let's you leave without offering you a different opinion as to what's going on..my advice is immediately move on to a third crs. If he called in dilitziem, that tells me he at least acknowledges that perhaps your muscle isn't as relaxed as
it needs to be. If he was on point, and the fissure was healed, that spot is
still compromised...and I'd say weakened...so if you are spasming there
could be tugging on a still sensitive area.
I believe the best way for crs' to diagnose an internal fissure is by way of scope. I'm not sure they can confirm one by a digital exam..doesn't sound likely. The problem with that is, I'm inclined to think, you may risk tearing the original fissure by performing a scoping procedure.
I've read many stories of people healing and many stories of those who don't. Some are lucky enough to heal quickly, others take longer. Some
move on with no reoccurrences, others have set-backs. It's the same
with procedures and surgeries. Botox works for some, and not for others. Lis as well...same thing. Recovery times also, different experiences based
on the individual. There is absolutely no one standard for healing or recovery. There is what we hope it will be based on what we're told it will be....but being here amongst all of us I've learned there is no rhyme or reason to this whole condition. Me and you could follow the exact same regimen, every single day...and you may heal, I may not. That's the harsh reality...sucky as it is.
Please get yourself into the doc's office...let him check things again..you need to go...also seeing your gp, if your mood continues to remain this low, seems like a good idea. If you could get on some anti-depressants, it could certainly help with your overall state of mind and being during all
of this.
I'm praying for your physical and emotional healing..we all are
Angel