There are two main things that are bringing me down vans causing me to be anxious and depressed! The first is that I have frequent BMs that I can't control and it aggravates the fissure and causes more pain and it scares me that it will never heal like this.
The second is that everything feels so tight down there. I can't insert a finger, I'm using a Q Tip for the Nifedipine cream (CRS instructed to keep using it). I don't have the horribly spasm (prior to LIS I couldn't even insert the Q Tip) so it's obviously better but if that's so tight I can't see how healing can happen or how o won't re tear.
I'm terrified that the hell of pain prior to LIS will return soon if the fissure doesn't heal.
I feel so hopeless and scared

I really would like to hear from those who had LIS and similar symptoms (either the frequent BM or the extra tightness ) and actually managed to heal.