by zippitydoodah » 05 Jan 2015, 15:36
Thanks Turk the Cat's mom! I'll look up your Sentinel Tag posting. I'm glad to hear that things are consistently improving for you.
Now that I'm a bit more educated than when I first arrived here, I agree - the incontinence thing is not such a huge worry... now I'm more concerned about the pain specifically concerned with the ST removal.
And luckily I've opened up to my supervisor about my health situation... she was shocked to hear it because although everyone knew I was sick back in August (had a GI bug for over a week and got the fissure from constant diarrhea), she had no idea that I was still struggling. (We don't see each other more than once a week due to different schedules.) And I'm very fortunate to have a mostly flexible schedule and can work from home much of the time - the only thing I cannot change are the trips. The tricky thing is that there is no one that can take over my workshops/presentations and negotiations (which is what I'm traveling for). If I don't go, that means I don't get the job, and that means I won't be bringing any money in and that could impact my future HUGELY. So it's not like anyone would force me to go, but I may not have a job in a few months if I don't. That said, there's also a chance that if I do go and I'm not feeling great/energy is still really low, I won't get the work anyway plus will have put extra stress on myself/my body. I guess I'll just wait as long as possible before booking a flight etc. and play it by ear.
I really appreciate your advice!
-Fissure since August 2014 after diarrhea and antibiotics
-Using diltiazem, baths, ibuprofen, magnesium, high fiber diet/supplements, probiotics, coconut oil, cleaning with water & wipes only
-LIS & skin tag removal scheduled for late January 2015