by Suffering2long » 17 Aug 2022, 19:35
Surgery day: absolutely zero pain or bleeding from fissure even during or after morning BM. I fasted from 7am. A bit nervous but not too bad. arrived at hospital 12:30, had all the usual checks. anaesthetist said that I was the first afternoon operation for the day. So off we went to theatre. A few nurses and the surgeon were there. Surgeon was busy and had his back to me. I was prepped with cannula and monitors. Knocked out in probably 2 mins. Woke up in recovery an hour later. Groggy and a bit sore (4/10? Maybe 5/10) was given a panadeine forte (it has codeine in it) told myself that was the last time I’d have strong painkillers as I don’t want constipation! A nurse got me dressed and removed the padding and tape on my bum. No internal packing! Saw the surgeon briefly who said he did exactly what we talked about. Lis only. My fissure apparently started to bleed when he scoped me under anaesthesia. He assured me that I wouldn’t feel any worse than with fissure. He didn’t say much at all.
Went home shortly after, fairly comfortable drive home. I had a plate of vegetables for dinner, relaxed in bed and fell asleep by 10pm. Great sleep.
Day 1: woke with minimal pain, more of a bruised feeling. No stinging or bad pain.
Was dreading the first BM & hoping it would be pain free like some people on here had.
Had fruit, toast and coffee for breakfast. Felt a BM urge an hour later. Not going to lie, it burned so bad and felt stuck! I was breathing through it and took my time. Finally a massive firm stool came followed by soft stool. (9/10 pain) It was the biggest poop I’ve done in ages! It must’ve been from the drugs during/after surgery. My diet is fine and water intake is great. No throbbing afterwards and sitz bath after helped with pain. Alternated between ice and heat pack for the rest of the day and took a few Panadol/Advil. Felt lethargic most of the day. Rested on the bed and couch. Took some drops of laxative before bed to ensure soft stool in the morning. No pain overnight.
Day 2: woke up feeling sore and bruised. Walking slowly. Had a coffee and felt BM urge straight away. It was very loose stool and came easy but it hurt. Lots of stinging from the incision. Burning as well. Showered then sitz bath. Heat pack after the bath. Pain reduced but still very tender feeling.
That’s it for now. Will keep updating. I’m hoping that this has worked! A bit disappointed that I’m not one of the lucky ones that had almost zero pain. I’m telling myself that I’ve got a deep cut right next to my anus so of course it’s going to hurt. I don’t think I can feel the fissure but not sure.
I have not experienced any incontinence so far. I can squeeze the external sphincter. But it hurts to do so. Wind has passed easily but I could probably hold it if I wasn’t hurting.