Hi all - I would appreciate some advice - particularly from those in the UK. I tried to keep this short, but as is often the case, it went on a bit.
I am a 31 year old male, I've been having some anal bleeding issues and a small anterior skin tag for years assuming it was piles, but things got a bit more uncomfortable at the start of 2013 so I went to the GP, was informed I had a fissure and got the usual brush off with some hemorrhoid cream and fibre advice. After a few more weeks of intermittent bleeding I eventually got prescribed some GTN cream. This seemed to fix things for about 6-8 weeks, however, a week after finishing the blood returned. I pushed to see an NHS specialist, he inspected me with an anuscope and told me all he could see was scar tissue. Gave me some Diltiazem and booked me in for a colonoscopy (as I'd lost over a stone due to not eating because of fissure worries)
. Colonoscopy was all clear, but the colonoscopist ripped the fissure open. So... at my request I went back on to GTN for a double length treatment in October 2013.
Which almost brings me to now. Over the last 4 months of GTN use I had not had too much blood, there has still been some discomfort, some days better than others, as well as a general feeling of tightness. However, a few days after finishing the GTN - boom, felt the fissure rip, and I now seem to have one anterior and posterior which have been retearing every day for the last week.
Screw this, I thought: I booked myself an appointment with a CRS at the local private hospital. Before I went I had told myself that enough is enough, I wanted LIS. I've read a lot of peoples' experiences on here, decided that I didn't want the temporary solution of botox, and that LIS would fix me up nicely so that I don't have to worry about my arse any more and can enjoy life again.
It didn't quite go as I'd expected. The CRS couldn't get a good look at the fissure/s since he could only insert the scope 1cm before the pain was too much for me. He then informed me that, if it is a fissure (which it bloody well is!) the general medical consensus is to try botox next. I informed him that I'd rather skip the botox and go straight to the LIS. He told me that the LIS is not something they do very often any more and that the risks of permanent soiling and incontinence are 10%. He also said that he, personally, has only performed 1 LIS in the past 12 months, and it would be similar number for his colleagues in the colorectal department since LIS had fallen out of favour as a treatment. He said he would possibly do the procedure, but that he would have to examine me under general anesthetic to assess the situation first (which, privately, would cost about £2,000 even if he didn't carry out the surgery) - and if he didn't think the fissure/s looked chronic then he wouldn't perform the operation.
He is a well-respected senior surgeon, with over 30 years experience, in the colorectal department here at the NHS and private hospitals here, so he must know what he's talking about. However, what he is saying doesn't seem to tally with what I've read on these boards. A 10% permanent incontinence rate? That seems higher than I expected, even the NHS website says that 10% rate is temporary incontinence, and 1 in 200 for permanent incontinence. Also, it worried me that he's only done 1 LIS in the past year: I had assumed that this was a common procedure here in the UK. I also asked him what were the 30-40% of failed botox users doing to fix their fissures - were they not having LIS done? He told me that they perhaps had decided that the 10% risk of incontinence was too much and just decided to live with their fissures.
After months of trying to heal with creams, eating the right foods (fruit, fibre, veg and water!), even pooing in the advised manner (squat style and no straining!) with only temporary and partial success, I thought today was the day when I started on the road to a permanent fix with LIS. Now I just feel lost again.
I should point out: I'm not in excruciating pain like many people on here, along with the blood I have some tearing, stinging during a bowel movement, and some discomfort afterwards, some itching, and a feeling of tightness. Was the CRS right about LIS? Is the risk too great? Should I just live with these symptoms? Should I have botox, even though it doesn't seem to be very effective - considering the fact I've had 3 lots of GTN and 1 lot of Diltiazem and they only offered healing while I used them? Should I just use GTN for the rest of my life?
I've called the secretaries of a couple of other CRS who are also in the same private and NHS hospitals to see if they have had more experience recently with LIS surgery and am waiting to hear back. In the meantime, can anyone offer advice - anyone in the UK have a similar experience, NHS or private?
Sorry that took so long, I appreciate any advice you can offer. Thanks.