by Guest » 14 Jan 2008, 15:33
Thanks for your well wishes. It is tough. A lot worse now that I have had to go to teh bathroom. I was up all last night in pain, trying to go to the bathroom and then vomiting. I think my body is just severly out ofr whack from the anaestesia and pain killers. My bottom is spasming so bad that I can't hardly pass anything. It just clamps shut. My husband just went to get me some demerol to try to help with the pain. I am seriously thinking aobut trying a laxative just to get things going. I have tried fibverf, MOM, mineral oil, miralax and now I hav just stopped eating.
The took out one hemorrhoidal column and then two engorged papilla on the other side. Not even sure what that is excatly. Sorry my typing is atrocious.
Val, I am sorry you have been going through such a terrible ordeal yourself. I am glad it is over but man, what a battlefield we ahve let over! Please keep me updated on how you are doing.
Thanks for the prayers, Fiss and Kim. And Chris, your summary is so right on about how it feels to suffer with this. All the pain but non of the respect.
I have family coming out here for the next few weeks, Thank God. I don't know how i would deal with my children right now. I feel os bad for them. I am so useless right now. My daugther's birthday ws yesterday. I feel so bad it kidn of sucked for her but I will make it up to her. She wants a princess party when I get better. Who wants an invite?
How are you doing Fiss? How is the swelling? Hope your butt in calming down a bit. I know how alarming it is. My btt looks worse than befre. Like a grenadewent off. But that is a norma part of healing. And it has only been a few days.
Well, guys and dolls, thank you for caring about my situation. I have been thinking of you and wanting to get back here sooner so I could check in on you guys.
It m ay be awhie beofe I can ge on hrere regularly though but I will be thinking of you and if there is an emergency and you need something from me just PM and I'll try to check in.
Love,
Lecia